Ha Eun: What the **** is it with annoying bekahh. I thought kiyo could do so much better.
i had more to say. but i have decided not to. and let everything else blow over. but. that..
i woke up at five today.
go into shock with me.
school in like. half an hour. since lucky me gets to live so damn near school, i can leave as effing late as i want and still make it there before the teachers. sexy.
i got really really bored last night so i tidied my room... and found the FUGLIEST incredibly fake nail extensions in my cabinet. like seriously. i think i must have bought them for haloween or some shit. so i was like oh whatever i shall stick these ugly things on in desperate attempt to make my short short fingers seem long.
RESULT:
see how freakin scary that is right there? and theyre so fake. honestly, whose nails are TRANSPARENT?
the glue thing was like totally dead so i had them stuck on with... JENG JENG JENG...!
uhu glue. LOL!
they survived the night and a shower with hairwash. like wow uhu glue aint half bad. i peeled them off like 5 seconds before writing this blog entry cos they are IMPOSSIBLE to type with.
oh and those are these totally cute photophrame things that totally match my walls like. PERFECTLY. sho pweddy.
whats that you ask? THAT THERE IS PROOF THAT I AM NOT ENTIRELY THE MOST STUPID, BAD-DANCING RETARD OF A WHITE CHICK CAUGHT ON VIDEO. AHAH~!! i like to think that at the very least, i know that shopping bags are not a new form of totally rad headwear.
this is like a totally funny vid of black girls dancing like white girls. like. LOL.
and that. i want to dance like that. t.t
incase you havent already seen the back dorm boys, thats them. seriously, go watch.
omg my lip is breaking. x.x
lol today was incredibly stupid.
me: omg i need to -holds the mentos thing like a fag-.
her: ..how you gonna wank..?
me: .... did you just say wank?
her: didnt you just said you needed to wank..?
me: wtf.
-nadia laughs-
her: what song is this..?
me: the middle. jimmy eats world.
her: i didnt know they had that song.
me: well they do.
her: why call it dumbledore...?
me: what..?
her: no really why dumbledore.
me: its The Middle you eejit.
her: ..oh.
-nadia laughs-
yeah funneh. been listening to golden skans over and over again today. classroom mp3-ing is fun.
anywhoo....
i let hway use the holy jacket today and she went to her class to enjoy during her v.boring sejarah lesson. i let her keep it thru half the lesson. but i had more-boring geo up next so i went to her class to get it back. i knocked on door. teacher stared at me. hway gets up and passed me holy jacket with its INCONSPICUOUS shapes hiding about in its many folds. i take holy jacket.
walks past window.
earphone drops out.
lol. teachers really dont notice things very well.
during art. the guys started shouting at random ppl from our window and hiding everytime they looked up. lol. they were like singing offspring songs to someones driver. -_-
AND ALI LOOKS LIKE A GIANT TEDDYBEAR.
..and i look like their band's bassist or sthng -_-
effendi's sister would make a totally hott guy. which would make effendi a really hot girl. yeah gotta love my logic.
roll it - jstatus. that vid is so hot. and that guy dancing to it. that is just. crazy. like. awesomeness. whoa.
..
whoa.
im not going to change schools this year. but like i shall next year. but not this year. due to indecisive parents yeah.
stayed back in school today and talked to joash. who turns out to be really great conversation lol. and like. today everyone was OMG DONT LEAVE and the whole 'we're gonna miss you' blablabla thing. and mian and i made a 'what i will miss' list. and.
now.
im not leaving.
SO STUPID.
chin ming is good conversation too. AND WE SHALL TOTALLY HANG DURING THE HOLS YEAH. XD
ended up talking to this elaine girl in tuition today, who *ALSO* makes for interesting talk.
today i have been talking to good talkers. heh.
til tomorrow.
sexy.
okay ive got five minutes before i gotta leave for tuition so i shall write fast.
my worst fears have come true. my parents have got me. im not changing schools this year.
..
damn.
details later. this is me saying. so stupid.
When our time is up, When our lives are done, Will we say we've had our fun? Will we make a mark, This time. Will we always say we tried. Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your heart out. Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your heart out. Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your heart out. This is all we've got now, Everybody scream your heart out. All the love I've met, I have no regrets, If it all ends now, I'm set. Will we make our mark, This time. Will we always say we tried? Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your heart out. Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your heart out. Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your heart out. This is all we've got now, Everybody scream your heart out. Standing on the rooftops, Waiting till the bomb drops, This is all we've got now, Scream until your heart stops, Never gonna regret, Watching every sunset, Listen to our heartbeat, All the love that we've felt. Standing on the rooftop, Waiting till the bomb drops, This is all we've got now, Scream until your heart stops, Never gonna regret, Watching every sunset, Listen to your heartbeat, All the love that we've felt. Scream your heart out. Scream your heart out. Scream your heart out. Scream your... Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your heart out. Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your heart out. Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your heart out. This is all we've got now, Everybody scream your...
heres the plan.. on my last day of school, we climb onto the zinc roof with a guitar. and we jam. then we run down. to the second (or first, depending if you started counting from ground or first -_-) floor, and. jump. there will be a camera.
well. if im actually leaving. -_-
songs of the moment...
Rooftops - Lost Prophets
Pain - Jimmy Eat World
Pretty Girl - Sugarcult
But Its Better If You Do - Panic! At The Disco
The Future Freaks Me Out - Motion City Soundtrack
Golden Skans - The Rivers
Middle Of Nowhere - Hot Hot Heat
Learn to Fly - Foo Fighters
Welcome Home - Coheed And Cambria
Going Away To College - Blink182
Naive - The Kooks
When Your Heart Stops Beating - Plus 44
THOSE ARE LIKE SO MY CURRENT STATE FALALA. like some of them are like so old. but i am suddenly re-into them. lol.
and i came across this. i had totally forgotten about it. but i like. remember now.
"You wouldnt know her...Cause shes really nice to me...Shes so cute...And i like her very very very much..Its sad i don see her anymore tho...And i want to marry her...Hahaha....=P...Shes everythin your not...HA-HA..."
and now im smiling like im on ethy or some shit lol.
not that i am -_-
yeah just to clear that up.
i could get in trouble for still being awake right now. so yeah. cheers to trouble.
today.. lol okay this will be the second time im writing this post. yeah stupid blogger.
this morning. i woke up and cleaned my room. yes i cleaned. i finally got around to sweeping under the bed and OH MY GOD YOU WONT BELIEVE THE AMOUNT OF DUST UNDERNEATH THERE. YOU COULD HAVE FED AN ORPHANAGE FOR TWO GOOD WEEKS WITH THAT DUST. -_-
after my brief cleaning stint which i never got around to completing, (lol room still very messy) i FINALLY went to repair baby senior, which has been spoilt ever since... oh last year or so. for those of you who dont know, baby senior is my very sexy electric guitar which had been very much rosak until today.
AND OHMIGAWD TODAY I SAW THE CUTEST LIL THANG EVER AT IMH. lol. there was this little girl in pigtails and this totally 'oh my goat so darling' overall-dress thing and BIG BIG eyes that barely ever blinked with THE longest eyelashes EVER. like longer than cordelias. like whoa. SHE WAS SO SWEET MANNG... i couldnt help take a picture lol so darling i wanna kidnap her......
so yeah. with baby senior fixed and a little kid's picture unknowingly taken, I BOUGHT THIS TALLY CUTE SWIMSUIT THAT IS LIKE SO WHOAAA. lol i went shopping with my mom WHICH IS TOTALLY COOL OKAY.
cos if i shop with friends. i use my own money.
with mommy.
EHEHEHEH.
lol i feel so mean. but yeah it wasnt half bad. anyways, while i was busy tangling myself in the swimsuits very annoying strings in the dressing room, my totally rockin mommy...
GOT ME A JOB.
yeah lol. for the endyear holidays. i get to work in a boutique in hock lee (not saying which one incase someone decides to get there before me) paying... RM 20 A DAY!!! like. CAN YOU SAY WH-HOO? see it really does pay to go shopping with moms. and like. I SPENT SO MUCH TIME LOOKING FOR A JOB LAST HOLIDAY. AND ALL SHE DID WAS GO 'HEY DO YOU WANT TO HIRE MY DAUGHTER PART TIME?' AND I AM NOW JOB-I-FIED.
so shalala we went shopping. we were actually looking for some nice flipflops for me seeing as my old ones fell apart and i am now stuck in these amazingly ugly ones that cost all of 3 bux. and for a new hoodie cos my gray one and my blue one have decided to run off and elope leaving me hoodie-less.
seriously my hoodies are vanishing one by one. so gay.
but like anywaysss... we didnt see anything nice. well that and i got sidetracked by swimsuit lol. i saw these totally cute shorts from two different stores but like. one of them my mom thought was indecently short and the other she just plain didnt like.
BUT I GET TO BUY 'EM IN NEXT MONTHS SHOPPING TRIP. whoa ive been getting so much new stuff im so happy. lol.
i got like 2 dvds as well from saberkas cos my mom was looking for a new comp monitor. one of them being Dream Girls, which is not as gay as it sounds. i just watched it and it is superly nice. OH AND AT SABERKAS WAS A SALON WHICH HAD THIS TOTALLY CHRISTIAN SIGN...
hair reborning.
reborning.
good god is that even a word? LOL. ITS REBONDING YOU EEJIT i wanted to like scream at her. i settled for taking a picture instead.
MY HAIR HAS BEEN REBORN IT IS SAVED!! -holy light, angellic chorus- im reading this book called excavation. its pretty cool OMG DID I JUST SAY THAT IM SUCH A GEEK LOL. oh and i miss my emoemo hair. damn i shouldnt have cut now i look like this totally stupid squirrel.
the school update... i might not be changing *IF* i dont get accepted. which i might not be. seeing as i *THINK* i have a disciplinary record =S
still applying though. SO WE SHALL SEE. i leave you with photos. sexy.
-chews gum- its tally hawt.
hair reborning wtf.
I MISS. MY. HAIR. GODDAMN.
i just wrote this mega long & kinda wellwritten post that took up all of half and hour. i clicked publish.
as much as i dont like to admit this. lodge. is all ive ever known. and like. in 10 days. i might be leaving for a government school.
i...
-cant speak sarawakian to save my life. uh kamek. kitak. kimak. ngegeh. diam. yeah useful.
-have. never. been. to. a. government. school.
-i will be going to a school. where i dont know anyone. and i haven't done any of the work (seeing as i'll be joining in the second semester).
-dont know if the teachers are good.
-dont know if it will be as easy to foil the schools system.
-AM FREAKED. BUT SO PSYCHED AT THE SAME TIME.
what if. they dont like me. what if people think im a classic stuck up lodge chick.
..
OHMYGOD WHAT IF I *AM* A CLASSIC STUCK UP LODGE CHICK. what if i never stop sounding stupid when i speak bm. what if my pmr results go really really bad. what if i look effing stupid in the uniforms? what if i miss lodge SO BAD.
..
what if i like it there.
shockingly. i will miss lodge. very much.
i might. change schools. in the next 10 days.
yeah you heard right.
i might only have 10 days left in lodge. and i just found out today.
i dont know. what i want now. i want to leave. but. lodge. has grown on me. like a particularly irritating fungus that you have started to think looks pretty in certain lighting.
i wanted to leave after form three. cos i want exposure. i dont wanna be the sombong lodge kiddie who saunters around and speaks bm like a total eejit. but if i leave after form three. i have absolutely no say as to what school i get. meaning i could get some really far away school in the middle of nowhere that i absolutely despize.
i get to choose schools. *IF* i change schools by april. yeah. april. i. dont know what to do.
lodge. my lodge. no pmr here. no miss chin. no miss ng. no cikgu diana. no cikgu mong. (not too sure if thats good or bad LOL) no musical evening. no sports day. no colette. no more of tbt's annoying drone in science. no more naz's cleanclean shoes. no more sitting on the windowsill staring at our fallen railing. no more amanda telling me off for eating in the classes. no more listening to my mp3 in the boring classes. no more making phone calls in art. no more of ijaz's emo hair. no more of andy. no more danny kueh. no more funky international students. no more study buddy with liz. no more sickbaytime with hway. no more giant rush in the canteen.
no more recycled mee, no more breeding spoons, no more daniprozac only being 2classes away. no more poking morgan's boobs. no more croatian rhapsody begging. no more irene yong jokes. no more playing guitar after school. no more walking to unishop for shandy and playing at the playground. no more aliya or nadia, the coolest primary 5 kids i know. no more conteng-ed science table, not that its conteng-ed anymore. no more incredibly messy place, no more pigeon lady, no more loudspeaker, no more strutting generals, no more...
no more lodge.
there was once a time. i would have sauntered out of there in an instant.
but i will miss it. i want to leave. i want to stay.
i wish everything could come with me.
i think im getting that big change i asked for. just not quite what i was expecting.
line of the day... METAPHOR be with you.
get it?
met-a-phor...
may the force?
LOL GOTTA LOVE ANDY.
i did friendster bulletins today cos i was bored. here they are.
CAPRICORN:. The passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy.Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.Irrestible, awesome kisser. Lovesbeing in long relationships. Greattalker. Always gets what he or shewants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Verysexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini'sin sports. Extremely fun. Loves tojoke. Loves to be your first. Soyou'll never forget. Smart
now for my love number...
6. You are the charmer but you can alsobe warm and nurturing. But beware ofthe green-eyed monster in you. Yourneeds or affection can make youclingy. And one more thing, stop goingafter unavailable guys![our love match: Someone who canmake you feel secure.]
that. i can actually. agree with 0.0 finally, the first-things-that-come-to-mind questionnaire... lol i thought this was fun.
first thing that comes to mind...
Red....
+ passion
Heartbeat..
+ medical drama
Clouds..
+ fields of green
School...
+ decisions decisions.....
lights...
+ christmas trees
campfire...
+ ow.
belt...
+ wife abuse
diet...
+ anorexia
purple..
+ hui mian -_-
damn it all to hell....
+ haha
9..
+ 91. i dont know.
14....
+ 2006.
i love you...
+ being ignored -_-
you know...
+ gossip is fun. secretly. lol.
i wanna be a...
+ model -antm theme-
forever...
+ never comes.
hate...
+ her.
love...
+ is stupid.
smile...
+ msn emoticons
feet...
+ smelly
eyes...
+ sexy
kiss...
+ jealousy
blank..
+ expression
brain fart...
+ impossible -_-
Mistletoe...
+ i want.
bob...
+ BOBS YOUR UNCLE HAHAH
boy...
+ boys suck
girl...
+ lesbian lol
in-between??
+ bisexual
is this really the end?..
+ breakups.
yeah the things i do when bored. oh and i shall have. big. big. news in the next entry. so read that.
i am listening to emo songs.
hence emo mood.
very emo.
falala i miss you.
oh and i need to be 165 cm to model.
..
GO GENETICS GOOOOOO~!!
today was so boring. and someone wont pick up his phone. ugh ugly. yeah seriously i need a change. i wanna. go somewhere. do something. come back. and find. a bouquet of flowers on my roof. and a wardrobe filled with prettypretty things.
sigh.
ah well. for now, paradise. is good. :]
i strongly dislike you. why? because i do not believe in hating someone after talking to them twice. i am just waiting for an excuse to slap you. then i shall. why? because i strongly dislike you. you're a bitch, and not a very good one at that.
good day to you too sir.
firstly. trouble is back in paradise. proof that happiness rarely lasts.
nextly..
i fell asleep during american idol and had one of *the* most emo, freaky, disturbing, scary, incredibly cool dreamnightmares ever.
beautiful eyes, sad and brown.
such a lovely smile, rarely seen around.
she cries herself to sleep in the dead of night.
nobody knows it, she doesn't share her plight.
lighting up to kill her cold,
under the waves she goes, under the waves she goes.
i've fallen behind with my order of the stick. and im finally catching up now. i'm at the part where miko kills lord shojo. and all i have to say is..
i hate miko.
wow who'd have thought i'd feel so. strongly. about a freaking. comic. -_-
such a loser.
OMG COLETTE LIKES MY BLOG XD
i feel so. accomplished. lol.
she like. only reads *MY* blog and kennysia :D
in yo facessss
heheheheh.
dani likes my blog too.
DONT YOU DANI.
=D
anyways. drama has died down in paradise and i am back to my happyhappy stress free self that can now say I *DO* KNOW KIYOSHI, YES WE ARE TOGETHER, LIKE OFFICIALLY. SO YEAH. LAY OFF :] tralala. lol if i get bitchybitchy shit on my tagboard about this later.. three sexy words for ya'll.. Get A Life.
LOL CURRENT ISSUES TIME XD
currently fave songs.... the rivers - golden skans, but its better if you do - panic at the disco, whatever - ferry corsten, running up that hill - placebo, lemon - katy rose.
currently drinking..... pepsi twist alalala. pepsi over coke any day.
currently wanting...... everything dkny//mng, panic at the disco album, to be 16 lol, those totally chhaaantikk urban decay eyeshadow & eyeliner, super sexy sony ericsson w660i in rose red, to be 16 in california :D
currently hating..... my stupid haircut lol (but im living with it heh), you damned drama-causers. like. learn to chill.
lol and did you know theres a dispute over spiderman's ownership? An internet publishing firm is suing Marvel Entertainment over ownership of superheroes such as SpiderMan. i find that funny. haha.
most wtf thing i've read today....
A rep for E! has confirmed that Nicole Richie and Paris Hilton are going to be counseling overweight campers on the new season of The Simple Life.
"They are going to be camp counselors at one camp in the Southern California Mountains," says an E! spokesperson. "The camp has five different themes. Each week will be a different theme. And yes, one week is a weight loss/fitness camp. It's not a fat camp."
paris hilton. nicole richie. fat people.
is it just me or is that a *perfect* mix right there. -sarcasm-
Do You Realize - that you have the most beautiful face
Do You Realize - we're floating in space
Do You Realize - that happiness makes you cry
Do You Realize - that everyone you know someday will die
And instead of saying all of your goodbyes -
let them know you realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun doesn't go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round
credits to alena. ilike.
see new hair? yeah i was serious about cutting it. OH AND CHECK OUT SEXY NEW ESCADA PERFUME ALL MINE AHAHAHAH.
sue & i wrote a story today. you know one of those you write one line, i'll write the other lalala things. purple for sue. green for me.
there are many wild animals in the forests of borneo. then a can of hairspray rolled out of nowhere. it is very common to find rolling cans of hairspray in the forests of borneo due to the orang utans becoming vain. orang utans liked eating it too. thats why their farts have become so sticky as of late. the zebras did not like it so they protested. now we have george bush for president.
george bush thought rebekah's photo edits were stupid. and laughable. but noone cares what george bush thinks. cuz george bush wears tight spandex. and flies around with a spaghetti wig. but little did he know, a spy was watching him. uh. JENGJENGJENGGG.
that spy was BRITNEY SPEARS!
she had recently completed her spy test and was forced to shave her head. and she was forced to make out with paris hilton -_- she blamed it on tequilla but WE KNOW THE TRUTH. paris hilton was quite sober that night too. and rebekah's blog is sexy. and azzuddin got laid that night too. by one of the orang utans of borneo.
AND REBEKAH GOT SHOT BY AN UNKNOWN STRANGER WITH GLASSES AND CURLY HAIR WHO HAD AN OVEROBSSESION WITH WEARING BLACK PRADA. he was a homosexual card dealer from the north of texas named SCHMAZZUDDIN. which ALMOST sounds like mazzuddin. code name sue anne.
but this was NOT mazzuddin..
this was schmazzuddin who was hopelessly jealous of all things bekah. rebekah died btw. but she's secretly an undead vampire thingy so she 'lived' on.
and the word was doomed forever..
and ever...
until...
SCHMEBEKAH WAS BORN!! SCHMEBEKAH THE SAVIOUR OF SNAIL-KIND. who was secretly REBEKAH'S TWIN STEP SISTERS MOTHERS DAUGHTER.. like we couldn't see that from afar. no, actually, we COULDNT. we had to come NEARER. JENGJENG JENGGGGGG.
i'm tired said the donkey. I'M A WHAAAAALEE said Schmebekah. like the peanut butter oil off the fork! cried the mysterious dolphin monster. SAVE ME cried pamela anderson as she drowned. wtf.
THE END. proof that best friends still can be complete utter retards even though they are hundreds of miles away and haven't seen each other since like. January. yeahchaaaa.
IMISS SUE ANNNNE...~!! :(
gonna go cut my hair today. cos i need a change.
and im not talking just about my hair.
OMG I MISS MY STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID AZZUSUEaNNE. december13 is like so far away. cb. NOTHINGS THE SAME W/O SUE ANNE :(
nocaptions. just a song. sigh.
fourness.
four feetses.
you so wish you were one of us HAH.
dont ask -_-
love heh
on the phone with kiyo lol.
still talking. I OWE KAREN XD
karen's cliff.
