"its not that its sad. its just. depressing.
okay so maybe it is sad."
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you know that feeling. when you want to cry. and your eyes water. your nose tingles. the world starts swimming. but you just. cant cry?
then the tears subside. i wanted to have cried. it would have been. better.
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tired of pretending im happy. tired of smiling and laughing when what i actually want to do is hide in the dark where no one can see me and sob. i want to scream out everything that hasn't been said, but i dont want anyone to hear.
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i hate this. because i dont have any reason to be sad. i have great friends, a good life, nice things. and i dont know. i just.
honestly.
dont know.
It was my turn to decide. I knew this was our time. No one else will have me like you do
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