it was beautiful.

i have never seen the moon so bright. it was. beyond words.
it made me think of a story. i might get around to writing it later. but it sounded so nice in my head, i'm scared i might ruin it with words.

ARGH AZZ I MISS YOU TOO. get back here so we can phonesing and bing again like noone else can. then i can give you all those things ive been buying.

its like. now whenever i shop, i see something and go 'hey that'd be cool to buy for azz'. and i've got like this stack of stuff. i'm gonna go buy a box to put it all in and i shall chuck it at you next time i see you. december 13.. so far away. and even when you do come back. its just not the same.

why'd you have to leave in the first place? no school fun, and you're missing out on one whole year of birthdays and drama. did you know ijaz cut off all his hair again? yups ijaz bald again. stupid idiot. effendi too. SEE WHAT YOU MISS??

..you still owe me pictures. you ugly you.

:(

..i laugh myself to sleep its my lullaby..