just some gloomy day.

im tired of having to think
of having to be in control
i wish i could just disconnect
and be in my head, alone

too many thoughts, too many shadows
too many lies and so much deceit
its hard to tell apart and find the difference
when everything is bleek

its hard to imagine myself in the future
its hard to see me cry
sometimes i wonder why i should live
if i was born to die

what is the point in apathy
why do we strive for normality
we're losing our souls to the corperations
and the magic has long since died

i wrote something witty a while ago
but i forgot how it went
i wish i had remembered though
it was pretty disturbing but i bet you would have liked it.

i love this stupid life.