oh, please.

don't blame my parents, they brought me up awesome. don't blame my friends, i learnt all this shit myself. don't blame kiyoshi, hes great ;) don't blame the movies, i'm creative enough to think up my own ideas. don't blame mish's dad, i'm the one who finds my way around. don't blame the alcohol, i would have done all that either way.
what happened at rainfest wasnt anyones FAULT. theres infact nothing to blame anyone for.

but if you must..
blame ME.

above all.
DONT BLAME MY PARENTS.
my parents brought me up great, they are awesome.
SO WOULD YOU PLEASE MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS AND STAY OUT OF OUR LIVES.
i get discipline, i get rules, i get punishment, i get everything a good parent gives his/her kids. JUST BECAUSE I DONT ACT COMPLETELY ASIAN. you guys barely know me, ok its given that some of you are my UNCLES and AUNTS etcetc, but you know what, that doesnt mean you KNOW me. you don't know anything about me.
i insist on breaking the rules, i get the punishment. i know how it works.
they dont leave me to roam around wild, contrary to popular belief.

look, the reason everyone thinks im so horrible is because i always get CAUGHT. it probably because my luck is so amazing =_=
some of your kids are out there going even crazier than me , but hey they're still the 'GOOD ONES' right. while im the bleeding antichrist.
stupid.

and big help you were. if you had such a problem with me and kiyoshi, the entire clan of you sure didnt show it at the time.
you all goddamn WATCHED.
noone said anything. and next thing i know, everyone comes whining to my parents with all sorts of shit. but thats not very constructive now is it.
stupid 2.

take offence if you must. i am just incredibly pissed off. i know how every parent out there has come to hate my blog, but it is MY BLOG. i write whatever i want. dont like it, dont read it.
i apologize if there was some overseen circumstance in this situation that changes everything i said, but since i highly doubt there was one, seriously, will you guys just SHUT UP.

i would like to say.
it was just kissing. it was just tuak. it was one night.
lay off me.