my blog part two.

my blog will be continued at
http://igottastopchangingthis.blogspot.com/
end getsoul/theYsouthseas

update: no not really

lodge breaks record.

lodge kids go diabetic for a good cause!!

the counting..

ok so its kinda zoomed up. if you click on the picture, it'll enlarge and you'll see the counter at zero.
OMG WE REACHED TARGET THING!
=_=
surprise surprise. i bet they weighed it beforehand.
and as usual, we overachieve and get 20kgs more than the required amount.
go us ?
one would think the school would be concerned that their student body has consumed thousands upon thousands of fizzy, sugary, carbonated drinks. obesity & diabetes anyone?

we care.
alot.

anyway, kudos to overachieving lodge.
WE GOT A RECORD !!

take those shoes off LOL

its the first time siew's been to my house in years.
damn ive missed her.
we have to do this again :D




















love from bekah and siew yee :)

because i love me so much...

i love myself. i hate other people.
it works.
:)

stupid.

the most embarassing songs on my mp3 that i REALLY should delete...

haters - hilary duff
crazy frog - axel F
shut up - kelly osbourne
tarzan & jane - toybox
a public affair - jessica simpson
take your shoes off - the cheeky girls

..........

offthetopofmyheadfavorites.

universal listening~

7th sense - dj pisces
behind these hazel eyes - kelly clarkson =_=
duality - slipknot
walk away - kelly clarkson (best song to get ready for a night out ~)
thank you - dido (TEA!!)
gold lion - yeah yeah yeahs
dream on - depeche mode
billy jean- michael J
beirut - bradenburg
grease theme - bee gees
i constantly thank god for esteban - P!atD
pretty girl - sugarcult
melompat lebih tinggi - shelia on 7
bigmouth strikes again - the smiths
beautiful things - gabriel & dresden
dimension - wolfmother
disconnect the dots - of montreal
edge of seventeen - fleetwood mac
how could i forget - the faint
the kids aren't alright - the offspring
mourning into dancing - ron kenoly (ok so its christian. IT IS SO NICE)
du hast - ramstein
two bulls - 10 ft. ganja plant
23 - jimmy eat world
sahabat - peterpan (super emo)
i wish - infected mushroom
modern myth - 30 seconds to mars
zombie - the cranberries
i try - gnarls barkley
sex machine - james brown
we ride - rihanna (this song gets me emo LOL)
gehts noch - roman flugel
chocolate cities - george clinton and the parliament funkadelics
heaven's a lie - lacuna coil
colt 45 - afroman
i dont want to miss a thing - aerosmith (KAREOKE XD)
pain - jimmy eat world
DONT MATTER - AKON (ITS SO SWEET ~ )
imaginary - evanescence
filthy gorgeous - scisssor sisters
adiemus - enya
get away - christina milian
friday i'm in love - the cure :D
traffic - tiesto
scarlet - ayashi no ceres theme
salsa in the disco - cheeky girls XD
i'll be there for you - rembrandts (i really wish it wasnt the Friends theme though =_=)
sisters of the moon - fleetwood mac
here we go again - paramore
munchkinland - wizard of oz :)
ob la di ob la da - the beatles
all of this - blink182
best of you - foo fighters
for blue skies - strays dont sleep
this is not a love song - the juliana theory
come down to me - saving jane
right to be wrong - joss stone
dont turn off the light - enrique iglesias (dont ask)
deliver us - ofra haza (ost of the prince of egypt. the really cool song)
i slept with someone from fall out boy... - fall out boy
all the lonely people - the beatles
jerusalem - matisyahu
jammin - bob marley
middle of nowhere - hot hot heat
everything's just wonderful - lily allen ( I LOVE LILY ALLEN THANK YOU AZZUDDIN)
fever - peggy lee
best of friends - the fox and the hound ost
suffocating under words of sorrow - bullet for my valentine
the queen and i - gym class heroes
what else is there - royksopp
hot girls - inxs
glamorous - fergie
golden skans - the rivers (best cover ever)
oh my gosh - basement jaxx
island in the sun - weezer
like a pen - the knife
dont give hate a chance - jamiroquai
everlong(acoustic) - foo fighters
nothing in this world - paris hilton (I LIKE IT OK)
ooh la - the kooks
when your heart stops beating - plus44
sampai menutup mata - acha septriasa
the worm - audioslave
ride it - geri halliwell
guantanamera - calle sur (ahh this song brings back rainfest 06... roxxors)
still searchin - damien marley
bodies - drowning pool (vrenna xxx mix)

NO TOMORROW - ORSON = LOVE

AWESOME.

"have fun kids~"
you bet we did :D

goes up, comes down.

true to typical rebekah fashion, every up in my life is shortly accompanied by a steep down.

a couple of entries back, when everything was the best, (not to say it isn't awesome now lol but im on my way down, i can feel it. "the best" ended on sunday, the second i stepped foot back into my house) i said "i can go for TWO nights of the festival". i now cannot go to another rainfest ever again =_=
shall try to work on that.
"i have money". not anymore. im not even sure what i spent it on
"my skin is at its clear-est" lol.

BUT ON THE POSITIVE SIDE, theres kiyoshi.
theres always kiyoshi :]

clams.

im clamming down now.
i think i can deal with this =S

*calms.
**calming.

(its an emma&i thing.)

ok ok now for rainfest again.

one more night, one more time
thanks for the memories
he tastes like you -
only sweeter.
:)

rainfest was awesome. love was in the air ~
ok maybe it was tuak vapours or something =_=
but anyway.
the best.
especially sunday.

i quote rauth "In rainfest things always happened unexpectedly ... like for me and many of my friends..... LOVE was in the air!"

ahh i love rainfest and its sweet spontanity. chances are currently looking majorly bleak that i can go for fest 08, but i shan't worry about that for now. im still living in sunday :D

i also have come to realize that i hate people who overreact to small matters =_=

anyway back to the fest.
Saturday was kind of stressful for me..
1. my parents were there.
2. was kinda worked up about meeting a lady regarding a modelling job (OMG )
3. was worked up about my sinak being there.
4. was worked up about kiyoshi being there and everything being so awkward

but towards the end it was awesome. hung out with dani and nadia for the most. nadia is seriously a cool kid~

Sunday was. one word. AWESOME.
1. parents werent there to cause me stress
2. the lady (quote) "liked what she saw"
3. got to hang with my sinak.
4. kiyoshi :D
5. there was tuak, great music, mish S2 and, more importantly, ANAK ADI RURUM :D

they kicked ass.

ok so mish, cass, tash and i left noon-ish to santubong where we chilled at the beach like chillies. then mish and i left to catch one of the african (?) workshop things. met aman, kiyo, rauth there. ended up dancing like spazzed monkey, despite vows to never move at all in rainfest =_=
then we went back to santubong to get tash and cass. then back to the fest we went~
bought a whole lot of tuak. (drank it too LOL) THEN WE AMBLED OVER FOR ANAK ADI RURUM :D

THEY KICKED ASS.
seriously.
though that was all i saw of karen that whole night XD
i have their entire performance recorded on mp3 and video~
lol. and rauth was so sweet. like during this one moment of silence, out of nowhere you could hear rauth shouting "I LOVE YOU SHARON"
awwww.

then next act up was preeeeety the boring. hung around the crowd for awhile but yeah it was too boring for our awesomeness so aman, kiyo and i went to hang with my sinak.
aman wanted to jump into the lake =_=
one the boring act was up, we went back to the crowd. on the way, we hired reuben to buy more tuak.
not too sure what happened to that tuak LOL

spent a little (yeah just a little) time in the crowd spazzing. then uh. :D somehow kiyoshi and i ended up on the ground with someone (supposedly) throwing an empty can at us. LOL. was it emma who told me that? not sure now.
rainfest was on a whole new level of awesomeness (and drunkeness LOL) from that moment on. went back 11-ish 12-ish. kiyo robbed me of my necklace lol and my bracelet thing now has one heart less :)

now im pretty much suffering the consequences of an awesome weekend thanks to said disliked overreaction. -_-
but nevermind.
some shit in life is worth it.
S2 kiyoshi.

oh, please.

don't blame my parents, they brought me up awesome. don't blame my friends, i learnt all this shit myself. don't blame kiyoshi, hes great ;) don't blame the movies, i'm creative enough to think up my own ideas. don't blame mish's dad, i'm the one who finds my way around. don't blame the alcohol, i would have done all that either way.
what happened at rainfest wasnt anyones FAULT. theres infact nothing to blame anyone for.

but if you must..
blame ME.

above all.
DONT BLAME MY PARENTS.
my parents brought me up great, they are awesome.
SO WOULD YOU PLEASE MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS AND STAY OUT OF OUR LIVES.
i get discipline, i get rules, i get punishment, i get everything a good parent gives his/her kids. JUST BECAUSE I DONT ACT COMPLETELY ASIAN. you guys barely know me, ok its given that some of you are my UNCLES and AUNTS etcetc, but you know what, that doesnt mean you KNOW me. you don't know anything about me.
i insist on breaking the rules, i get the punishment. i know how it works.
they dont leave me to roam around wild, contrary to popular belief.

look, the reason everyone thinks im so horrible is because i always get CAUGHT. it probably because my luck is so amazing =_=
some of your kids are out there going even crazier than me , but hey they're still the 'GOOD ONES' right. while im the bleeding antichrist.
stupid.

and big help you were. if you had such a problem with me and kiyoshi, the entire clan of you sure didnt show it at the time.
you all goddamn WATCHED.
noone said anything. and next thing i know, everyone comes whining to my parents with all sorts of shit. but thats not very constructive now is it.
stupid 2.

take offence if you must. i am just incredibly pissed off. i know how every parent out there has come to hate my blog, but it is MY BLOG. i write whatever i want. dont like it, dont read it.
i apologize if there was some overseen circumstance in this situation that changes everything i said, but since i highly doubt there was one, seriously, will you guys just SHUT UP.

i would like to say.
it was just kissing. it was just tuak. it was one night.
lay off me.

in other festival-related news..

"im becky"
"im bekah"
OH MY GOD.
~
kiyoshi the cat LOL
aman loves being gay to the max doesnt he.
superly awesome highlights and a necklace that isnt with me anymore.
MICHELLE KILLED A CRAB.
tuak gang~
mish!
ANAK ADI RURUM I LOVE YOU.
our new rainfest pic. the shandy's evolved lol~
weird XD
lighter omg
XD
random kid =_=

rainfest the best. i'll upload anak adi rurum vids etc later. OH AND WHOEVER HAS RAINFEST PICS SEND TO ME.

ilovedrainfest :)

and thats why.
thank god bad shows always repeat.
S2

that was funny LOL

i am One with cars. lol. like a broken part or something. that rattles now and then and draws attention to itself and everyone in the car is like "hey is it alright"
lol.
cars.

RE: previous post

OKAY ONE OF THESE DAYS WHEN WE HAVE CASH
WE SHALL THROW A PARTY YEAH
LIKE
A MILLENIUM PARTY
FOR ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO WERE TOO LITTLE TO APPRECIATE THE ACTUAL ONE
OR FOR THOSE WHO SIMPLY WANT AN EXCUSE TO PARTY AGAIN

YEAH

!!

how stupid were we??

we actually live to see the dawn of a new millenium and guess what. we were too little to appreciate it.

=_=

everyone was out in the streets partying // worrying that the stock market was going to crash and what were *we* doing?
well i for one was throwing candle wax at my cousin and eating applesauce.
mm. applesauce.

we wont live to see another new millenium ever again
and i spent the only new millenium i'll ever see
eating apple sauce
T_T

a very belated happy new millenium to all.

OMG I JUST REMEMBERED.

DOES ANYONE ELSE REMEMBER BOLSTY COS I SURE DO AHAHAHAHA I MISS BOLSTY!!
T_T


on the other hand, who could FORGET bolsty.
lol.
S2 bolsty.

w580i, meet bekah.

why i think the sonyericsson w580i is one of the most orgasmic phones ever.

http://www.mobile-review.com/review/sonyericsson-w580-en.shtml

it is gorgeous. it has that funky motion sensor thing so that when you shake the phone, you can change the song thats playing. its a sexy slider phone. its sony ericsson. it has these cool led lights on the side that change color~

i love it :)
i think i'll name it.. rowan the anorexic rhino.

everyones at rainfest now, leaving me to feel like a total loser but MY TIME SHALL COME. ntil then i blog lol.

which reminds me, i havent named the w710i.
lets see..
Foot American, magician extraordinaire.
sexy.

bob-charlie flouncytoes, THE MAN, rowan the anorexic rhino, adam the antichrist, and foot american.
thats one sexy gang right there.
i have to stop naming inanimate objects =_=

as for my old nokia 3230, may it rest in peace, i christen it Hat Koo.
Hat Koo. thats a catchy name.

i think i'll list the names of everything ive named LOL.
the pink umbrella is called "azzu's". and of course everyone knows Baby :)
ok maybe not everyone lol.
baby's the black guitar with a string always missing =_=
Baby senior is the electric guitar and baby junior is the brown acoustic.
the old samsung camera went by the incredibly sexy name of 'camera'.

my pink hippo is called HipHip B. J.
my leopard is freckles and my seahorse is neon.
the pig is super pig.
the handpuppet is Roo.
i call my pillow Judy =_=
dont ask okay
my musang's name is a heavily debated topic. its either K.P, the destroyer of worlds, fairy, mojo jojo, the bird, or foxy.
im not too sure right now lol.

everythings just wonderful.

this is one of those times in my life when everythings going just wonderful peachy keen etcetc.
exams been going great for someone who hasnt cracked open a textbook ever. or paid attention in class for that matter. i can go to TWO nights of the festival. i have money. i have upcoming presents. my hair is long and my skin is at its clear-est. everythings so awesome.

and the irony of it all is that its FRIDAY THE 13TH LOL

=_=

thought of the day : whats the hype -.-

anyway this entry is dedicated to friendster.

WHY BEKAH SHOULD STOP APPROVING RANDOMS

ONE.

From:	Imtayaz
Date:	Wednesday, 11 July, 2007 11:59 PM
Subject:	Hii Sayang
Message:	Hi Friend Thank you for loving me and Thank you ACCEPTING MY FRIENDSHIP I never knew I had a dream Until that dream was you When I look into your eyes The sky's a different blue Cross my heart I LOVE YOUR PICTURES SO MUCH. BUT I NEED TO HEAR FROM YOU: My name is Imtayaz from Saudi Arabia and I am looking A real friend in my life who can lead me in my life, who can make me laugh rest of life!!!!!!!! Pls write to me at imtay****@yahoo.com or +966-56904****

all i did was approve you =_=

TWO.

From:	Kenny
Date:	Sunday, 8 July, 2007 2:58 PM
Subject:	to beks
Message:	hey have u considering to be a model?

i am still in the considering it.

THREE.

From:	GHostFaCE
Date:	Saturday, 7 July, 2007 9:51 AM
Subject:	hi
Message:	do u have tas no phone???????juz askin ^_^

what..?

From:	GHostFaCE
Date:	Wednesday, 27 June, 2007 6:31 PM
Subject:	hi
Message:	hi thx 4 add !!!!!!do u have any phone number???????do u fwenz of taz??????

=_=

From:	GHostFaCE
Date:	Wednesday, 27 June, 2007 7:42 PM
Subject:	hi
Message:	can give me ur hp number????plzzz

no.

FOUR.

From:	faiz
Date:	Monday, 23 April, 2007 12:55 AM
Subject:	Re: hi
Message:	ye la mak mmg x bg.... tp awk ttp pegi kan... huhu... sy nk pnggil awk sape???? bekness??????

LOL.

FIVE.

From:	Suhazri
Date:	Tuesday, 17 April, 2007 11:34 PM
Subject:	Hi...
Message:	leh berkenalan..., kalau sudi msj lah hazrie ek. ni phone number hazrie 019-928****

.no.

SIX.

From:	Daniel
Date:	Wednesday, 14 March, 2007 3:10 PM
Subject:	Hello
Message:	Hi beckki, how are you??? Doing great??? Well, I'm fine here... Long time no see.. Kinda miss you when you're not around... No more compliments and encouragement... No more love felt... Things change kinda abit around at church... when can i see you again??? really wanna catch up with you.. This is my num if you dun have it anymore: 016-866**** Its still the same duh... Wad's your's??? Can i have it??? Sms me sometimes... Hope to hear from you soon..

i hate anyone and everyone who calls me BECKKI.

SEVEN.

From:	Sri
Date:	Thursday, 15 March, 2007 12:06 PM
Subject:	?
Message:	I'm asking for your phone number because i'm going back to mukah tomorrow and in mukah,i'm staying in the hostel which obviously doesn't have any internet connection.I've asked phone numbers from all of my friends in friendster and in my hometown,i hope you don't mind giving me yours,thank you!

wait wait do i know you.

EIGHT.

From:	john
Date:	Sunday, 18 February, 2007 1:32 PM
Subject:	2
Message:	hi im jan hope that youll add me as your new friend.,. sorry for disturbing you.., i am just looking for a new friends out of our country., i only just want to have a real friend. real friend.,., that will be a real friendship., and i hope that i will find that outside the country.,., u know i realy dozn't know you but i think your nice.,. looking at your face was really makes my day feel good.,.,. tanx for reading my msg i hope it is ok to you...,..

stop. approving. randoms. bek.

NINE.

From:	Terence
Date:	Tuesday, 16 January, 2007 9:30 PM
Subject:	hi pretty!
Message:	Hey there, Wanna be my friend?? Pls read my profile and view my photo's before get to know me....If still wanna my friendship, drop me mail...Thanks! Wish u a very HAPPY NEW YEAR!! Bye 4 now! see ya n take care!!!

.....

TEN.

From:	noel
Date:	Sunday, 21 January, 2007 1:29 AM
Subject:	haii
Message:	I am looking for one now i can see how u look like but i am doubt whether i may suit you as friend.Am will to meet one of thiese day but will you response to this msg of mine.well....i am a sarawakian but not a big deal being apart....yet to know more....!!!You will know soon.Right now the moment i am writhing this msg i am in the mid of the blue cold sea m'sia-thai water and be back soon to shore.Under oil & gas.....Looking forward to your respone balaslah msg sy......k.Bye....

what..?

..and those were only a selected ten =_=

no offense to anyone who wrote me one of the above and is reading this..
but it is HILARIOUS.
firstly. i do not give out my phone number liberally.
secondly. RE-BE-KAH.
thirdly. i really dont understand you.

out of all the randoms i have approved, about 5% of them have written me messages that arent completely mind numbing.
and i approve alot of randoms =_=

oh and a final note, i took the courtesy of censoring your numbers for you, though im not sure why seeing as how freely you spread it around.