:(

it would be incorrect to say that life can do 180 in a couple of seconds when youre not looking.
life normally does 180 while you watch.
things change so fast. one minute, youre happy, next youre crying, before you know it, half the year is gone, and you had only begun to get used to the 007 bit. friendships chang - falling out, meeting new people, getting closer to the ones youve already known. relationships, families, perceptions, yourself, time finds ways to change everything.
when old friends return for the briefest of moments, only to leave again.. when the unbreakable falls apart.. when love turns to hate which in turn leads to inevitable confusion.. when you realize that some things between old friends never change, while others will never be the same again.. when the support pillars run away and you find yourself falling into black abyss for what seems like the longest time only to find the ground was pretty soft..
to the friends who i've lost, to the people i've hurt, to the songs i still sing, to the drinks i still drink, so much has happened that i never thought would happen to me.
if you told me a couple of years back that i'd be who i am today, i'd probably laugh and say bullshit.
things i never thought i'd have a chance at.
did you know i used to be the slowest person in primary school?
i just typed out this long list of what had changed in my life, only to realize that i wasnt in the mood for lists.
changes, good and bad, we've lived through them. through drama and hysterics, we''ll never stop clinging to each other. looking back on what we've done, we realize that things are never as bad as we thought they were, though some things were worse than what we've given them credit for. growing up, everythings been good and bad, i suppose its all for the best, though it may not seem so always.
i hope someday, a long time from now, we'll meet up and think back to the days when life was simple yet needlessly complicated. i do not see why people content themselves to just 'living'. whats the point of living if youre not going to do it right?

we live on in the music.
cheers.

this post is emo so i made it really small.
in a few days time, i'm gonna make it invisible by using my super-html powers.
its still gonna be there, just that you cant read it.
.. unless of course you are very creative and know how to use page sources.