life is stupid, my.

i feel low. lower than the lowest low moss-infested(?) piece of pebble underneath a snail. which died many years ago and got a mountain burried on it. THATS how low i feel.


that was just hell and back. its the p!atd song come to life except nightmare-style. argh im not even making sense. and now. this whole rainfest thing. and i feel. bad.
i actually stabbed him in the back without knowing it. fuck. i would give. anything. to just talk to you right now.
but hey i was never important enough for that right?
use me abuse me throw me away. youre just like everyone said you were. ive been stupid, youve been an ass. no, we're not friends anymore.

as for *you*.. stop judging me just because im not a chastised saint of a fucken nun.