Friday, March 09, 2007

ow.

its bad to have a whole group of people talking about you. its worse having a whole community of people doing so. its shit when you're related to that whole community of people.

its bad when you know that whole group of people. its worse having them be nice to your face. its shit having them pretend to actually CARE about you but hey thats a lie too.

its bad when what they say about you is untrue. its worse when what they say about you is the sort of crap that could affect your future. its shit when your parents hear what they're saying.

its bad when their source is a person you know and trust. its worse when that source is your relative. its shit when that source also happens to be your best friend's mother.

i'm hurt. i dont even want to talk to you anymore.
how could you say all that bullshit about me?
i cant believe i used to think you were cool.

this cant be good for my fragile fifteenyearold soul. i hope you're happy, you've got to scar me too.