secretive like the panther.

I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLES BLOGS HAVE MORE READERSHIP THAN MINE....
ESPECIALLY WHEN I DONT LIKE THOSE BLOGS.

when i see other people's parents,
i feel a little resentful of mine.

i sometimes wonder how we can afford to live the way we do.

i dont like myself for cursing.
it just slips out.

making me jealous doesnt take much.
nice legs, articulation and clear skin are good places to start.

I NEVER WANT TO SEE MYSELF OLD & WRINKLY.

i hate the fact that i put in more effort into my
imaginary life
than my
real one.

i wish i knew what people said about me when i wasnt listening.
every. last. detail.

i'd sell your friendship if it could fetch money ^^

oh stop judging me,
its a blog entry.

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on the rocks, they winked at me,
broken and cold, they've seen more than they should've known.
a voice from the dark croaked at me,
"pretty's gone, it flew at dawn, over dark blue seas"

friend appreciation moment !

to zuzu...
you rawk because even 1234567890 miles away, you still can de-spaz me when im in fullblown spaz mode. that right there is a TALENT, k, not everyone can do that. and even though you are now breeding with white people, youre still the same "so down-to-earth, im UNDERGROUND, bitch" malay arse. we also got some of the best emails going on haha.

to emma...
I LUB EMS TO THE MAX. you always chill and cool with whatever. when we talk its like another language, and our inside jokes PWN. plus you now like trance ahahahahahaha. you're like suitable for WHENEVER. my multi-purpose friend LOL. from crocodile farm buddy to cultural village sape show-offer ( eHEH), cant beat ems.

to colette...
no-one can make me laugh harder, seriously. you better stop putting yourself down, or i'll kill you. imma miss jew too.

to hui mian...
had to put you and colette right next to each other in order hahah. you are my X-rated friend and when we finally do calm down long enough to have a quality conversation, those conversations are A-grade. flouncy pink poison.

to mish...
I LOVE YOU WE MUST HANG OUT K. you are so awesome. never bored with you around :D

ugh ok i am lazy, so last one...

to wawa...
wawa has circular love for all ! you rock cos you have principles! but i hate you cos you always. always. look good dammit. intervegetable love ~

also S2 yoshi N karen (who i know will get pissed off at me for not mentioning her HEH. I LOVE YOU K).
and God deserves a special mention too lol.
shall write the rest some other time when im in another 'i shall appreciate thee' mood.

yootoob.

MUST WATCH K.

copier.

i should be asleep gotta get up early besok.
but karen made a list (I CAN FINALLY READ HER BLOG =_=) her fav songs and im in the mood to copy SO I SHALL MAKE LIST OF 5 FAV SONGS AND WHAT THEY MEAN TO ME.

5. Glamorous - Fergie.
Its quitepro's inspiration for the .weirdest codeword ever =_=
i find it strangely emo heh and listening to it on SE headphones.. wow orgasmic bass.
4. Beautiful Things - Tiesto.
Another make-me-emo song haha. It's so pretty, that's the only word i can think of to describe it. The immigrant played it in little lebanon and now whenever i hear it i think if the immigrant.
3. Everything's Just Wonderful - Lily Allen.
This song reminds me of last year's holiday / early January. it reminds me of the sun, fresh breezes, random thunderstorms, the smell of fresh paint, ladders, painting my room, open windows, painting our faces as cats, karen & champagne, manholes & roofs, my mng top and hilton.
2. Tiny Dancer - Foo Fighters cover
Dave Grohl talks too much in this =_=
makes me feel like crying and laughing at the same time, and spinning around in circles, falling asleep in someone's arms, and driving on a lonely highway at night.
makes me so nostalgic. makes me remember ryan making a giant castle + moat (complete with water) of playdoh, my daddy carrying me on his shoulders, wobbly teeth and calling out to gibbons with siew yee.
1. Jerusalem - Matisyahu
i think of langkawi when i hear this song. haha
reminds me of sand, brandy, dreadlocks, and smses from thailand.