lol~

to the tune of my bonnie lies over the ocean.. EVERYBODY SING.

my grandpa sells condoms to men
he pricks the ends with a pin
my grandma does backstreet abortions
my god how the money rolls in.

finally an update.

EVERYONE IS LEAVING ME.
hate you guys forever and ever.

s2

happy birthday kiyoshi.

hm.

(when someone said lodge's english standards were dropping, i said BS. as long as we have lamp stew, we have good english.)

azz came to my house while i was asleep =_=
he barged into my room and i was huh?
azz: IM HERE.
me: oh -sleeps-

joyous times.

school ?

well i left lodge and now i have no school.
i am a dropout =_=

the people at the edu dept lost my application to st. teresa's so we resubmitted one on friday. Yesterday my dad went to meet them again, only to find that now st.3 is full (gehh) and i have to go elsewhere.

so now im going to smk stampin haji gapor blablaverylongname on monday.
yeah, emma's school.
thank you edu dept, you have brought on the apocalypse.

a testimony to mistakes.

didnt you wanna hear the sound of all the places we could go ?
do you fear the expressions on the faces we dont know ?
It's a cold hard road when you wake up and I don't think that I have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, couldn't you believe that everything I said and did wasn't just deceiving ?
And the tear in your eye and your calm hard face makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring, it might as well have been shattered and I'm here to sing about the things that mattered, about the things that made us feel alive for oh-so long, about the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong .

And someday, I promise I'll be gone, and someday, I might even sing this song to you.
I was crying alone tonight and I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you, so just come back we'll make it better, so just come back I'll make it better than it ever was..

FKA.
i liked it better sung by you.

myblogissodisgustinglyboring

it needs a makeover. help please?

AGED!

hey ho this blog finally got pictures
in reverse-chronological, very jumbled, order.

the devil horn things look evil here lol.




















































i love this picture.

mish has the rest, which i will also post up here once i get them because HEY ITS MY BIRTHDAY.

morgan: happy 16th birthday! You are now legal for r-rated things in this country!
i am still pondering what he meant =_=

mish came over about 3ish, and she forgot my card nghek. we bought the drinks and did our hair (last night was the first night in a LONG LONG LONG time my fringe didnt completely obscure my face) and then azz came! so once azz got here, we wore our dresses and made bracelets.
yes azz wore a dress too LOL.
i wore his stripey juicy jacket (lol) and it was like 2390732098654590384787 sizes too big for me. we struggled with bracelets til wawa and mallek came so that we could order coconut & guava pizzas. colette arrived after them and hid in my store, i am not sure why. =/

karen and sharon got there, karen getting everyone confused so mish and i wore butterfly wings. we went back down and turned on trance music. we ate. the night started off SLOOOOOOOW.

eventually, zat, terry, een, zizi and karen's cousin (forgot her name =S ) came. things were still SLOOOOOOOOOOW. wawa had to leave early (of all the nights T_T) because her mom said she had stayed out late too often. she took mallek with her. colette left after (or was it before) they did.

things kicked off (at.last) when emma came. THANK GOD FOR EMMA, SERIOUSLY.
so we started karaoke, singalongs, and um generally made idiots of ourselves. zizi and een left. come midnight, we cut my cake, sang badly, and karen, sharon, their cousin, and aunty nikki(who had swung by towards the end of the party) left. once the rain had stopped, mish, ems, azz, zat, terry & i went to the park to light the fireworks (sponsored by karen. i love.) !!

they were pretty.

zat had brought like a million of those little popper things that you throw and they explode so everyone was throwing them around (except me. i didnt throw any LOl ). azz went back and we chilled in my porch. zat and terry left for awhile to go see marz so mish, ems and i chilled at my porch and camwhored. then zat, terry and marz came back. emma, mish, zat and marz ended up playing cards and betting leaves =_=
mish bet a leaf and won three bux LOL

the guys left around two, leaving emma, mish and i. had one of our usual sleepovers, plus one. slept round fivey and mish had to climb the gate to go back.

condensed version done.